I don't really have much 'feel' to blog after having lost the momentum for so long but I'm just here to blog about certain events and to acknowledge some people. 2 weeks ago was my birthday. Well, it certainly didn't feel like a birthday... It started horribly when I was about to leave the house and received an sms from melia, one which really dampened my spirits. After that, I waited for melia at the taxi stand and we took a taxi to fetch Candice and after which, we proceeded to the Big Splash to meet up with Keet. Had lunch at Old Town White Coffee, melia's and my favourite coffee joint. After our meal and a long chat, we took a bus to Suntec and had an interesting time searching for the busstop to Suntec before that haha. We mostly did window shopping because I was supposed to get a bag as a present from the 3 of them but didn't manage to find one haha. Anyway the day started sucking from the point when we all sat down at Gelare while waiting for me to to finish my scoop of ice cream. Everyone was so lethargic and Can even fell asleep on the table while I was eating. Although I didn't say it out, but I was already feeling very awful at that point in time. Subsequently, we proceeded with window shopping at Raffles City, then Keet started feeling sick so to cut things short, Keet went home and it was down to myself, melia and Can. Shortly after Can left as well and it was down to melia and I. Initially I wanted melia to go home as well because she couldn't stay out too late and I was also feeling extremely depressed because everyone was feeling so tired. I really was about to cry, just that I held back my tears but couldn't control my facial expressions and thus everyone was able to see that I was feeling unhappy. Anyway, the day ended with eating sushi bento with melia at Mc Cafe and after which having tofu cheesecake at Sun with Moon. I was thankful for the later part of the day because I felt much better :) I would like to thank Can and Keet for spending my birthday with me although you both were feeling exhausted and Keet was feeling sick. I especially want to thank my dear melia for accompanying me throughout the day and not leaving me although I was feeling very negative. I would also like to apologise to Christopher for letting you down time and again and I'm truly sorry for that. Thank you very much for your hamper which you shouldn't have splurged on and may God watch over you while you're in the army. Last week was an eventful 5 days being spent in Swissotel The Merchant Court because of my aunt. Well, I take it as a blessing in disguise. Not many will know about this issue, except for 2 of my friends. The hotel stay was certainly relaxing and it was really near my work place which was also a blessing. The facilities were great and I especially loved the gym haha. One regret was not being able to swim at the pool :( Anyway, all's fine and back to normal but I really miss the gym... This week was work as usual and I'm beginning to enjoy my work and my colleagues and bosses. Just this Friday was our company's CNY dinner and melia and I had to perform a short Chinese Orchasteral piece! For me it was more of embarrasing then anything as I was supposed to hit a biscuit tin with a marker due to the lack of cymbals -.- everyone was laughing when I began hitting the biscuit tin and all eyes were on me instead of Larry and melia -.- . Anyway, all was successful and melia and I even received a Taka voucher for our efforts haha. A valuable lesson I've learnt would be to treat your family well. They are the ones who truly love you and stand by you no matter what happens so always love them and respect them and never neglect them for anything else. Treasure those that are around you because you never know when you will lose them. I also discovered how much I need God in my life, how important Jesus is to me and how much he loves me. Without God I am nothing and I truly need his guidance and his wisdom. May God bless every one of you reading this. Jesus loves you :)