I'm tired. I'm drained. I'm overwhelmed. I'm perplexed. I'm lacklustre. I'm deflated. I'm hurt. I'm in pain. Please don't treat me this way. I need you so. Please don't ignore me. Please don't... please don't...I need you more than you think I do. I really do need you. I'm at a lost of what to do now. Only you can make me feel so. Please don't treat me so coldly, we have not much time left together. I don't want us to be this way. Maybe you're tired of hearing my apologies, tired of tolerating my irrationalism, tired of everything about me. Forgive me for being irrational, for saying so many 'sorrys'. I couldn't help it just now, I was just feeling so horrible at the thought of not having you by my side for so long. The thought of being alone for so long kills. It's killing me now. I love you forever my sweetheart.