As usual, it's been an awfully long time since all my avid blog readers (if there are any that is!) have had a taste of this familiar style of blogging. Anyway, I shall just head right down to the details I guess.It has been weeks of emotional turmoil for me. This feeling of emptiness and the battle between my heart and mind almost drove me to depression. Actually, I was already in a semi-depressed state with huge fluctuations of mood. Without the moral and spiritual support of my friends, I doubt I would have been able to clear this emotional hurdle alone. Realised how fragile human relationships could be. Changes take place without warning, as if like a tsunami, nobody would have been able to detect what furious movement lied beneath the calm waters. All of a sudden, a calm, receding tide transforms into a massive weapon of destruction, wiping out all forms of life, infrastructure, things that previously had a place to belong to. Vanishing within a few blinks of an eye, the relationship that was previously built upon conversations, words of encouragement, laughter, time spent together. As to what actually causes a tsunami would be the shifting of plate tectonics underwater. Likewise for a broken relationship, there has to be factors that cause the friction and subsequently leading to the "explosion". Whether the parties involved can recover from such a disaster would depend on whether aid is provided to them. I believe these aids in the form of friends or family, are crucial in repairing all the broken infrastructure and healing all the injuries. Of course, the best solution would be to look for the root of the problem and solve it directly. Parties involved who are willing to clear the air and trash things out, seeking the cause and exterminating the problem would definitely solve the issue. Preventive measures such as installing radars to detect plate tectonic movements underwater, tantamount to preventing an argument when both or either party feels the approach of a heated conversation, can also be adopted. Maintaining a relationship is not easy and it solely depends on the parties involved and the circumstances that weaken or strengthen it.Had our long awaited shooting annual camp from last Friday to Sunday noon. After months of planning, all our effort had finally materialised. Had been anticipating the event since the start of our planning and had been hoping that everything would run smoothly. On the whole, most of our events were executed as planned. Nightwalk was kind of a bore as I had expected much more from it. Apparently I didn't manage to scare the J1s successfully but had instead unintentionally scared bunches of soccer girls and tennis girls who had their camps on the same night. Didn't manage to play any of the games as I had to go for tuition....what a mood spoiler! Missed the whole fun part of our Bbq as well, but thankfully it hadn't ended when I returned, as I would have really felt awful! A few of our seniors returned on Bbq night but only a few stayed over. Was really thankful for the bottles of "erhem" Li Quan bought which lifted my spirits! Didn't know why but I was somehow craving for it and woah, my wish was fulfilled! Promised to treat him back next year when we return for next year's camp haha. Camp was fun with many memories to be taken home and kept forever, with the exception of the scandal which unfortunately had me involved! Shall really miss the close times we J2s had together and I shall end this post with "Shooting, Huat ah!"