Haven't been blogging for an extremely long time and I'm sure all avid readers of my blog (if there are any!) would agree with me.Have been rather busy the past few weeks and have been mugging seemingly hard for the mid years, although I'm aware that the effort put in was definitely insufficient! Don't understand why I've always had the habit of succumbing to regret due to not studying hard enough for tests and exams. It really hurts when everything has been fixed and done and when you look back, you find that you could have salvaged the whole situation simply by putting in more effort. Well, guess that's the awful feeling of regret and the best part is that I've still not learnt how to make decisions that will not cause me to regret later on. *******
Yesterday was a fully packed day. Started off with taking my last mid year paper, Econs with only 2 over hours of sleep the previous night. Although suffering from serious fatigue, managed to endure the paper, following shooting training in the afternoon. Felt extremely sick during shooting which I guess was due to lack of sleep but persevered throughout the 2 hour shoot. I guess desperation does help me perform well, as when Mr Ng said that training will only be over when we shoot a '10'. So, the ailing and weary me, desperate to end my misery, managed to shoot a nice '10' and was the first to do so! haha. Was supposed to meet up with Can and Keet after training for shopping till late but cancelled it as I really couldn't endure my fatigue. Following that, didn't know why but I stayed in the range instead of going home up until 6 plus. Went home to bathe and change then went to Cathay Cineplex, the Picture House for dinner and late night movie, Transfomers! The show rocks my world man! Packed with action and humour, I would definitely rate it a 10 out of 10 anytime. haha. The movie ending with Linkin Park's 'What I've Done' seems a bit unsync with the movie theme though. No offence to Linkin Park fans out there, I like Linkin Park's songs too! haha. By the way, made a stop at Gramophone and couldn't resist the temptation of buying my Maroon 5 and Nelly Furtado albums so purchased them! haha.
The past few weeks and the coming week has been and will be crammed with rendezvous with my husband (my rifle...what is your dirty mind thinking?). Due to the upcoming Nationals, which is just next Friday, our trysts have been incessant (I'm a little exaggerated, so pardon me) and well, it's a necessity. Have been working on accquiring the 'feeling' with my husband and coincidentally, having the 'feeling' also applies to a real marriage. It's the 'feeling' whereby everything just feels right and you can just trust your fingers to pull the trigger automatically. If the feeling isn't there, somehow the shot won't be a nice one. Similarly with a relationship, if the 'feeling' is absent, even though both parties are in close proximity, doing things together, nothing will feel or work out right.
At this point in time, just want to ask my dear Yeo Yeo to take good care and I was really worried when I saw her with swollen eyes yesterday but could do nothing to help! Rest your eyes well and don't eat at Long John Silvers! haha.