Feelings of anxiety clotted my mind as I logged in to the MOE website to check my posting results. Don't know why, maybe it's an intuition or a prompting, but the SR college anthem was playing in my head just before I checked my results. True enough, when I entered my IC and logged in, there I saw, in bold capital letters, was 'SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE'. Don't know if I should feel elated or despondent but seeing the words 'Serangoon' instead of 'Anderson' really made my heart sink. Not that I don't like SR or anything, but it's just a feeling of rejection I guess; that brutal indication that I'm not good enough for that college. Perhaps it really is God's plan for me to stay in SR. I'm kind of relieved that I got posted to SR because I have many more establishments there : Shooting, Friends, OGL... it's also so much nearer to my house as compared to AJ, so much so that I can even walk to school if i wanted or rather could! (my mum doesn't allow me to take public transport or walk to school!) Being posted to AJ on the other hand, although it is a good college, rumoured to be ranked amongst one of the top 5 colleges, would mean that I had to give many things up. Everything would be so uncertain if I had gone to AJ instead...I might not get into Shooting, no friends, no OGL, not near my house! haha. So, maybe going to SR might be a blessing in disguise! Well, tomorrow will be another day filled with anxiety because it's the first day of 2nd Orientation and I really do not know if I will be able to manage the huge number of students in my OG! Kind of terrified right now after hearing what Mr Tan said about some students may give attitude and stuff because they are unhappy about getting posted to SR instead of the JC they want. Oh, well, in any case, pray that everything will turn out well and most importantly that Argo will win 2nd O! Argo Boleh!