People are getting bored with my same old depressing posts I guess. I just realised that I've changed a lot. When I was depressed in the past, I would have a bad appetite but gain weight? However, now, when I'm depressed, I would have an unusually hearty appetite and most of the time I'm eating junk food like ice cream, chocolates, potato chips and I'm unbelievably losing weight? OMG, haha, no wonder candice is jealous. heehee. Can't be helped. The best thing is that because I'm depressed I think my hair is like straighter? Don't know why. Normally my hair curls out a little on one side which is not very nice but I seriously didn't cut my hair or use my hair straightener but I've got extremely STRAIGHT HAIR! Woots. Ok, depression's bad...real bad...but I guess there's always some good in the bad right? haha. Ok, no, I'm not going to sink into depression anymore...don't wish to get lectures from people. haha. No more suicidal thoughts as well! Julie, you can safely tear up my "will" haha. Sorry if this post is nonsense because I'm updating as Jessica is asking me to and I guess I've neglected this blog for too long. heehee. Btw, I think I'm having a hunch as to who my "stalker" is. haha. "stalker" if you read this entry, please tell me who you are so that I will know if my intuition and deductions are accurate. I really cannot take surprises ok, so don't surprise me with this kind of nic. THANK YOU.