I really feel like a retard. Absolutely stupid, stupid, stupid! Well, it's not like as if it's the first time I feel like that, in fact, I guess I feel like that most of the time! haha. Anyway, received 6 blows today. Not physically, but emotionally and mentally I suppose. 6 depressing figures exploded right in front of my eyes almost simultaneously. The situation wasn't aided by the immense chills sent by the air-condition, it only made my brain cells paralyze further. Anyway, the most agonizing thing isn't my horrendous results alone, but the different consequences the horrendous results lead to. The different consequences are as follows :1) Depression2) Horrible L1R53) Affects overall class MSG4) Chiding from parents5) Bad impression on teachers6) Worse impression on classmates, friends etc.7) Low moraleEither8) Suicidal thoughts? (this should not even be here in the first place!)9) Suicide10) HellOr8) Develop a fighting spirit9) Strive hard towards your goal10) Achieve your goalOk, I know this sounds like SS, but make the choice yourself. There are always 2 choices to solving problems- either face it and solve it or avoid it and wallow in self-pity or anything else pessimistic.