life sucks.....like totally.....i'm so totally freakingly depressed. all because of 1 person, my "beloved" aunt. yupz, all thanks to her. she's the reason of my "happiness". Never mind, most of you won't know what i'm talking about. only dawn and candice do i guess. maybe only dawn because i didn't really tell candice what happened on thursday night and today. so never mind. won't be surprised if i end up in buangkok green, or at least that's what keet told me because it's no longer called woodbridge. yupz. i'm just at a loss right now. when other people are happily celebrating christmas, new year, birthday, chinese new year with their friends and family, here i am, having to spend these festives in living hell. can't help it. this is my life which i have to accept. it's 10 months of bliss and 2 months of living hell. or maybe it's worse than hell. i know i shouldn't be saying all these but i really can't take it anymore. so long to my 'blissful' life.